really ....
i m so sad....
ya...
cz i know now she very hate me...
ya...
she...
is lemon....
i really wrong edi...
cz i let my dear hate her....
lulu.agnes.yi jie.wen xin.....
n my brother.....
kok yong n many one....
last time they dont very hate her....
but i felt she always wanna to 'fight'v me....
a few weeks later...
my darlings hate her more than i hate her....
and i felt i got a little bit bersimpati her....
cz she is alone....
she is alone n saw i am happying v my new darlings....
n she go away quietly....
but i know she leave edi....
sometimes i try to friend v her...
maybe she cant see....
try to let my darling dont wan so hate her...
but...
i cant...
they always say me is 'fan guat zai'....
no they....
is a pp who sat beside me before...
but now he sok edi....
i know he felt we r too 38edi...
whaever...
no agnes....
is agnes de X....
n i know...
she dont wan my bersimpati....
sorry abt it...
i donno how to rescue my friendship that i damaged ....
maybe...
it cannot to rescue edi...
bcz i had damaged it....
one time....
another one time....
i juz wan to say sorry...
cz i dunno i can do wht to u....
i know u very hate me now....
but anywhere....
u r in a part of my heart....
a part that is bigger than my dears,,,
i tried to clean it up your place in my heart before.....but i cant....
cz i still remember when we r at the6A....
i always cried....
n u will hold my hand tightly n say something to me....
ya....
really....
when my darling n i talk abt your bad things...
i scared u will heard that...
but i still talk v them....
u know wht i mean??
n my dears....
u all dont worried i got wht sakit...
maybe u all will felt curious y i lik this de....
sorry cz i cant forget about her....
i remember she lik blue colour...
remember we cried together...
i remember she's smile....
although she hate me....but i think i m not a friend who r the best...
cz...
i m very kecil hati...
ya ...
i know u all hav test nefore my kecil hati rite??
but...
she...
is my memories....
ya...
my happy memories....
n my sad memories.....
n a pp ask me....
so many years de friendship dissapear edi lol....
ya....
dissapear edi...
dissapear in my eyes...
my hands....
sorry ....
n sorry....
but u all....
ya...
agnes.lulu.yi jie.wen xin n u....
u all have a place in my heart....
maybe u all think....
my heart gt so big meh.....
ya....
my heart is bigger than elephant.....
